PippyChan

Kinda...hmm Just been away for two weeks, stayed at my best mate's place in Christchurch (New Zealand), he (Daniel) recently moved into a flat with his girlfriend (Mara) who has become a really good mate of mine) and as they have no internets i was not able to get on, even though McDonalds advertises "free wifi" it does not even fucking work half the time. Went to the library at one point, had like 1,000+ deviants... died a little inside. I probably bypassed alot, so alot of people i am watching that i comment on probably will go commentless this month. Looked through a few of them but not all, Mara wanted to leave, she was hungry lol. Wa

Do i feel like shit today or what, since Willie hurt his eye i have been getting shit all sleep, laying awake at night over thinking everything. He seems to be abit better today, opening the eye more, looks sore. Got more of the eye stuff into it just before. Mum is not helping my case though, going over worse case senarios "If this does not heal within a week you are going to have to do some serious thinking, he will either have to go under 1000s of dollars worth of surgery, or he will have to be put down, you can not afford the surgery" i just sit there, fuck i don't want to think about that shit, but then when i don't answer she goes "but

It is such a fickle thing, it really is, especially if you live on the South Island of New Zealand, West Coast side, doesn't help the place was built in a rain forest, gorgeous scenery of course but the weather can change in the blink of an eye. You could be out riding your horse, dying from the heat, the next minute your galloping for cover from the rain. Maybe i am exaggerating abit... depends what time of year it is really. So i am sitting here right now, with all my horse gear spread giving it a good clean while it pours down with rain outside. I have got a horse show next month and i really need to get my horse clipped but unless it